Seriously, I need to go to bed, but the thought of leaving this here journal lacking in juicy sustenance is too much. Here's the life rundown:
Pretty fucking mad at my folks, lately. The plan was, since moving back up north from FL, that I would save my money and be able to buy a house at the end of the summer. Well, a PS3 and 360 Elite later, not to mention the countless game purchases and upcoming computer purchase, I'm still on-track to be able to facilitate that. So, what do my folks do? They decide they want to sell their house and move somewhere else. Awesome, thanks for considering my feelings.
First people that saw our house wanted it and I just got back from checking out our new house. It's on some busy-ass road that runs through all of York proper (our house is situated on the outskirts, where it first starts getting rural), crammed up against 4 other houses (yet surrounded by farms, go figure) and old as hell. This, of course, goes against the entire reasoning package my pops laid on me (we want space, our current house is too old, we want somewhere to spend our last days blah-di-fucking-blah) when first telling me about it. They also expect me to move in with them for quite some time and help them fix up the house. Needless to say, I'm not really talking to them right now.
And settlement is on August 31st. Also, they didn't give two thoughts about that date (it's a weekday) or my job (what kind of internet is even offered out there?!), or my life, really. I mean, I do a lot of shit for my parents, really I do, and I might just be the only child of theirs that gives back to them, and enjoys it, more than taking, but this is a kind of blatant disregard for my feelings or my goals in life. Come on, I want to buy a house and start my adult life already.
I'm not trying to be an asshole, really. My parents' happiness has always come first in my life, which is why I've moved home so many times, but they fail to see the most important thing about this whole debacle: money. My dad can never work again. Never. His back is so bad, he can't get out of his chair sometimes. My mom has a job as an insurance underwriter for a limosine company, but even she can't make enough, without my monthly contributions, to take on mortgage payments on a house valued twice as much as the one I'm currently tapping at this keyboard in (the mortgage here was paid off when the FL house was sold). Yet, my dad walked me through this new house and talked about all of the home remodeling he'll be doing (joining two rooms, knocking down this wall, adding a shower into the bathroom downstairs, etc.), without so much as batting an eyelash. I mean, are they getting senile? Do I have to worry about their mental health?
I dunno. I'm just so angry and I have nowhere to direct it.